Looking for a motorcycle

I'd like a250 ninja but I'd take something else if the deal was right I want something smaller like a 250 because I'm not a big guy an I want to to be able to stand flat footed an hold the bike up easy plus I just want it to ride back roads I don't need to go that fast I got my truck for that once I fix it an a big plusbis a bike is cheaper on me for gas so I can get back to working since I had a bad wreck of a 500 foot reven into a tree I got fired because I couldn't get to work after I got better because now I got to fix my truck sorry so much but I'm not perfect but I'm trying to do better for me an my kids an get an job an do what I have to to give them better then I had if possible you might say why a bike well I like bikes why not injoy my self a lil at the same time as taking care of my responsibilitys plus there cheaper on gas an on price as I am low on funds at the moment